HOME SWEET HOME!....

Mar 18, 2006 21:24

...and when I say that...I mean MY home town! I know I may sound weird but I always tell people "my home town in Wise", however, mine and Ricky's home will always be in Bristol. I know that may sound silly, but it's the truth. I lived in Wise for 23 years..so that will never change!

Ricky and I went to Wise today and saw my family. I hadn't seen dad, Sally and Robbie since January, so needless to say that was great seeing them. We hung out, ate and watched bball. Of course, mom and I played with Robbie most of the day. I did see Ang, Crys and Jim for like 2.5 seconds! (PS-Crys, thanks for the stuff from your trip!!)

So, everytime I leave Wise now, I get so emotional. I cried leaving tonight. I told Ricky that I don't want it to be another 3 months till I see my dad and everyone again. It's too hard on me! No seeing my family kills me! Robbie has grown up so fast and I've missed so much of it. But, in some ways hearing him say "RAE" makes it so much better!

I don't know, but for some reason when I leave Wise it makes me hate living over here even more. It's not that I "hate" it, I just wish I was closer to my family and the few friends I had back home. I have SO much I am thinking about, going through, that I feel like I have NO one to talk too. Well, of course I tell my husband what is on my mind, but it's not like sitting down and having a "girl talk" or having a "girls night"! That's what I wanted to do when we went on our "girls trip" for my birthday but I started feeling bad. Plus, there are my friends that have their own problems, why would I want to burden them with mine?

I have a few friends over here, but they aren't close to the ones I have at home. There's no one that I can be my true silly self around. Maybe it's because they have kids and I feel like we don't have much in common. I'm not sure! I am just in one of those moods to "vent"!

It all boils down to that--I MISS EVERYONE BACK HOME! I miss being able to call Ang and say "hey, let's go to Wal-Mart." Or me, her and Crys just sitting around talking in the hot tub!

I guess I'm just emotional tonight! I am going to go take a NICE LONG hot bath and relax and then head to bed! Everyone have a blessed Sunday!

Love and Prayers,
Rae
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