Sanity...what's that?
So, been losing my mind a little lately. I think it comes from a long term issue dealing with my sister and my total inability to deal with the completely new and shocking and scary things. Like spending 4 months in london.
On a note, the Red Cross can go to hell. The day I tried (keyword TRIED) to give blood, there was a little red patch on my vein area on my left arm (which is the only one I can give on), which they told me was Eczema the skin condition. 20 minutes later, no red patch...because it was just redness from the abrasiveness of my shirt when I was having my bloodpressure taken. Yeah...so I'm only gonna donate @ home, which means i'll end up giving about 3-4 times a school year...good karma points though. I don't know why I keep doing it though, I've had 3 fuckups where they screwed it up on my arm so I either stopped bleeding or didn't bleed in the first place (tissue plug in the needle...fun!)
Starting to read Romance of the Three Kingdoms...should be fun having a book in common with Brad.
Speaking of which, this semester I'm not feeling nearly as isolated as I was last year. Part of it is a roommate again (I miss Parker though, DIPSTICK) and part of it is simply that people actually talk to me now. I felt completely isolated last year because I was friends with Brad and Sparky and it was always a bit uneasy when they were in the same room so...yeah...ended up playing a LOT of WoW.
So, now I sit here, wondering if my mind will hold together while I try to create a mental abortion of a paper so I can get at least a tangible F instead of a 0.
On a note, the Red Cross can go to hell. The day I tried (keyword TRIED) to give blood, there was a little red patch on my vein area on my left arm (which is the only one I can give on), which they told me was Eczema the skin condition. 20 minutes later, no red patch...because it was just redness from the abrasiveness of my shirt when I was having my bloodpressure taken. Yeah...so I'm only gonna donate @ home, which means i'll end up giving about 3-4 times a school year...good karma points though. I don't know why I keep doing it though, I've had 3 fuckups where they screwed it up on my arm so I either stopped bleeding or didn't bleed in the first place (tissue plug in the needle...fun!)
Starting to read Romance of the Three Kingdoms...should be fun having a book in common with Brad.
Speaking of which, this semester I'm not feeling nearly as isolated as I was last year. Part of it is a roommate again (I miss Parker though, DIPSTICK) and part of it is simply that people actually talk to me now. I felt completely isolated last year because I was friends with Brad and Sparky and it was always a bit uneasy when they were in the same room so...yeah...ended up playing a LOT of WoW.
So, now I sit here, wondering if my mind will hold together while I try to create a mental abortion of a paper so I can get at least a tangible F instead of a 0.