The Quickest Way to a Man's Heart...
What is the quickest way to a man's heart? Not through the stomach! Through the sternum...all you need is a good ol' handy bonesaw.
So i've been thinking about my life. I had a long talk with my ex-girlfriend Riley on Thursday, which started off with her admitting she's had a couple of glasses of wine. So we talk, and this entire time i'm basically trying to tell her that while I still have feelings for her (after all, she was the first girl I was ever with romantically), I don't want to be with her because I know it won't work. We are just too different from each other. She ended up giving me the ultimatium that she would give me 1 more year until I could never get back together with her. So I have to just remind myself in one year to do a happy dance.
So then her mother (who is good friends with my mother, and even me) came to visit in which I found out a few little choice bits of gossip. She started smoking, only about a half pack A DAY and she started dating an older guy. how old? She's 21. he's TWICE her age. But did Riley tell me at all about him, or the smoking? Nope. Great way to win me back.
So, that got me thinking about the different girls I have "fallen for" and their flaws and such, and I realized something. Ever since Riley, I have found that each girl I fell for is perfect in her own way. I accept their flaws and their strengths and everything. Its strange, that behavior I personally won't ever be a part of I can accept in people of the female persuasion that I like. When I wrote this entry in my mind, it was more in detail, but now that the time has faded since I learned Riley was dating (and in all probably frakking the brains out of) a guy twice her age, my anger has subsided. However, still makes me wanna listen to Seether feat. Amy Lee.
So i've been thinking about my life. I had a long talk with my ex-girlfriend Riley on Thursday, which started off with her admitting she's had a couple of glasses of wine. So we talk, and this entire time i'm basically trying to tell her that while I still have feelings for her (after all, she was the first girl I was ever with romantically), I don't want to be with her because I know it won't work. We are just too different from each other. She ended up giving me the ultimatium that she would give me 1 more year until I could never get back together with her. So I have to just remind myself in one year to do a happy dance.
So then her mother (who is good friends with my mother, and even me) came to visit in which I found out a few little choice bits of gossip. She started smoking, only about a half pack A DAY and she started dating an older guy. how old? She's 21. he's TWICE her age. But did Riley tell me at all about him, or the smoking? Nope. Great way to win me back.
So, that got me thinking about the different girls I have "fallen for" and their flaws and such, and I realized something. Ever since Riley, I have found that each girl I fell for is perfect in her own way. I accept their flaws and their strengths and everything. Its strange, that behavior I personally won't ever be a part of I can accept in people of the female persuasion that I like. When I wrote this entry in my mind, it was more in detail, but now that the time has faded since I learned Riley was dating (and in all probably frakking the brains out of) a guy twice her age, my anger has subsided. However, still makes me wanna listen to Seether feat. Amy Lee.