Saves the Day and philosophy

Apr 17, 2008 16:52

So I've recently realized just how incredible my life is. I want to write some manuscript that conveys to this world just how incredible my life is/was.

Rebecca reminded me of my Halloween wedding with Jon. I was a princess in a hot pink prom dress and Converses and he was Robert Smith from The Cure. And we took the haunted tour in Pensacola. And old people told us, "Congratulations!"

We were perplexed as to why we were being congratulated.

THEY THOUGHT WE WERE GETTING MARRIED! we finally concluded.

Braces, Gadwell Lane, Blue Sky Goodbye, Bensin... getting lost in Pensacola, Buddhism, Amanda's wedding, Orlando, New Balances for Disney, love at its purest and most unadulterated.

It wasn't meant to be and that's okay. I hurt you. And I'm so glad you're happy. How can you live so close to someone and see them 3 times in a year. Interesting.

Michael, Y, Kenneth, Bradley, Jean Michel, Seth, Craig, Aaron, Neil, Thomas, Derek C., Martin, Eric O., Eric E., Corey P., Marek, André, Dehn.. all of you have a special place in my heart. I've probably forgotten someone... that's life though. Someone always get lost in the shuffle.

Is atheism really that big of a deal? Should I experiment? These are all questions that plague me. I know I'm destined to be a writer... but maybe I'm so afraid of doing a terrible job that I just can't bring myself to even attempt it. I'm long overdue for a journal entry.

I'm an adult. I feel old. I feel like I'm missing out on life. After this summer, I'm going to do everything I've always wanted to. After college, it'll be too late.

*Bonnaroo
*Foreign country
*California
*New York
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