boy blues
Ay Dios mio. So. I'm at the grocery store. Guess who's not there. Correct. Neither Tyler or Gian. Yeah, so it was pretty pointless being in the grocery store. And I'm all bummed out and stuff and we get what we need and check out. Well, thank God Mikaela is slow. She goes to put the cart back and we drive around to pick her up. As mom's pulling up guess who is getting out of his car right in front of me. Once again. Correct. Tyler. Well I didn't see him. My mom did and she's like, "oh look. there's Tyler" almost had a fricken heart attack. I need to not react to him so quickly. I'm so fricken tired of people saying that I have no chance with him. I'm well aware of this. unfortunetly SO WELL AWARE. My God. I know. I'm a sophomore, he's a senior. He's hot I'm not. We're polar opposites. I can still like him people. Jesus.
Poor Jon Poorman. This annoying retarded girl Jerrica likes him and he's just not into her. She bugs the crap outa him.
I need a friend de boy. so badly. no i rephrase that. I need Tyler. What am I going to do for the next two years in high school with out him? Wow. I've never thought about it that way. I think I need to cry. So sad. I need more senior friends. They're all friends with him. It just bugs me you know. He doesn't talk to me the entire week. doesn't say hi, no waves no nothing. Then Friday at 2:15 roles around and of course he talks to me. He dances with me. I don't smile so he pokes me and i spaz.... great moments..... but other then that it's like he doesn't know me. o but when school first started i was having a little trouble opening my chocolate milk when i went to go see cassie and he's walking along and i ask him to open my chocolate milk and he did. corny i know. but it deffinatley made my day a whole lot better. little things like that. i don't want a whole fricken conversation with you dammit i just want i hi in the morning. i hate walking past people i know and not saying hi. unless i don't like them then i don't care. half of you have probably stopped reading this by now because it's so long. so i'll be signing off now.
peace up,
rae