So much crap....so little time
Well, starting now, all that happens is finals unitl 12-16!
What makes things so difficult is that something is very VERY wrong with me physically. My doctor had thought that maybe I am having symptoms of congestive heart failure, a blood clot, or something like that...Ok, whatever. Went to the Oswego ER and they were like...you are a little anemic but your red blood cells will come back and they didn't believe I was in any grave danger. Ok, fine. I need to make a will so that when I leave and I die, my family and friends can reap the benefits of suing! I have anemia all the time, duh! I've got hypothyroidism and endometriosis in addition to so many other things...So, I left the ER still swollen and they tell someone who has liver problems to take motrin that I am not supposed to be taking regularly. They are idiots I tell ya! But, I am continuing to get worse...I can't make a worthless appointment with my PCP until like...The week after finals!
I am quitting my psych meds except for xanax and ritalin. They do NOTHING for me anyway. Any improvement that I show, it is because I am responsible for it! I don't need anything else as a "factor." I swear some doctors just make a quick assumption or excuse as to why, so they don't have to actually work! I haven't been taking my psych meds anyway, so...they aren't why I'm swelling!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yah, so I'm going to go and do my work and hope that what is going on with me isn't really serious. I live alone so, like...If i died, suddenly. No one would know! Then, what about my bird????? That is scary!
What makes things so difficult is that something is very VERY wrong with me physically. My doctor had thought that maybe I am having symptoms of congestive heart failure, a blood clot, or something like that...Ok, whatever. Went to the Oswego ER and they were like...you are a little anemic but your red blood cells will come back and they didn't believe I was in any grave danger. Ok, fine. I need to make a will so that when I leave and I die, my family and friends can reap the benefits of suing! I have anemia all the time, duh! I've got hypothyroidism and endometriosis in addition to so many other things...So, I left the ER still swollen and they tell someone who has liver problems to take motrin that I am not supposed to be taking regularly. They are idiots I tell ya! But, I am continuing to get worse...I can't make a worthless appointment with my PCP until like...The week after finals!
I am quitting my psych meds except for xanax and ritalin. They do NOTHING for me anyway. Any improvement that I show, it is because I am responsible for it! I don't need anything else as a "factor." I swear some doctors just make a quick assumption or excuse as to why, so they don't have to actually work! I haven't been taking my psych meds anyway, so...they aren't why I'm swelling!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yah, so I'm going to go and do my work and hope that what is going on with me isn't really serious. I live alone so, like...If i died, suddenly. No one would know! Then, what about my bird????? That is scary!