Another year gone
So this is it. Another year gone. What happened. The older I get the faster they fly. I know that this year has been cram packed with emotions. My bestfriend moved to Utah upon graduating. My cheese cake chica got married to the coolest, funniest hottest guy I know. I got pregnant. I got sick. I had a baby. I had the hardest three months of my life. I almost lost my job. I lost my car. I lost my bestfriend of seven years. I lost my best guy bud. I got my heart broken. I missed an oppritunity that I will regret the rest of my life. I got back to God. I told my father what I really thought about him. I am trying to fix that. I was there when my friend gave birth to her first son. I was there when a gaggle of girls found out they were pregant. I lost my fiance and the love of my life to another woman. He called and he is a father. I fell in love again. The massive Gueido. I had my first (and hopefully last) life flight. I became an internet junkie. Thanks Myspace. I learned how to let go. I learned how to ask for help. I lost weight. I got fat. I learned what is important and what is not. I learned how to forgive. I look back and this past year makes me tired. I want to cry, but I am exhuasted. I have loved, been betrayed, lied to, hurt, lost, scared, empty, and at a few points I have been happy. Where do I go from here. Happy New Year. God bless you and keep you from this moment on.