Dear Jerk
Dear D,
I have said this over and over in my mind a million times and I know that you will never read this but that is okay. I just have to get this off of my chest. What the heck is going on? Why are you avoiding me now? What did I do? What did I say? How could you just walk away from me right now? You know what is going on and you bail. I thought you were my friend. I thought you loved me. What is the deal? What are you afraid of? Do you think that I am going to hold you accountable? Do you think that I am going to put you in the middle of something? I wouldnt do that. I am almost 23 years old. I dont have time for little kid and High school games. I dont want anything from you. I dont want to try to ruin your "perfect little life and exisitance" I just want to know why you cant call me back? I thought you cared. You promised that you would be there. Is there something going on that I dont know about? Because dont be to naive. I know a little more than you are giving me credit for. I told you in the beginning that this wasnt a big deal and that it wouldnt affect you and you didnt believe me. You still bailed. Do you think I am lying to you? Do you think this is a joke? Why would I do that? Why would I just randomly choose some one as the other part in this? What kind of person do you think that I am? Do you no know me? Did you forget? This fine. Think what you want to think and do what you want to do because I forgive and excuse you. For the longest time when all of this started I hated you. I couldnt believe that you would do this to me. You broke my heart. You broke my heart like it has never been broken before. But that is okay because I am over it. I quit. I am soooo letting you go. I will miss you cause I still love you and you were the best guy bud that anyone could ever wish for and I hate that it had to end like this, but I guess it is for the best. Now I know what kind of people we both are so dont worry. From here on out I will not try to call or contact you. I will leave you be. I wont even ask your family about you. You are free. No guilt no obligations. I wish you the best that life has to offer. I will miss you. I love you thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much.
~Rae~
I have said this over and over in my mind a million times and I know that you will never read this but that is okay. I just have to get this off of my chest. What the heck is going on? Why are you avoiding me now? What did I do? What did I say? How could you just walk away from me right now? You know what is going on and you bail. I thought you were my friend. I thought you loved me. What is the deal? What are you afraid of? Do you think that I am going to hold you accountable? Do you think that I am going to put you in the middle of something? I wouldnt do that. I am almost 23 years old. I dont have time for little kid and High school games. I dont want anything from you. I dont want to try to ruin your "perfect little life and exisitance" I just want to know why you cant call me back? I thought you cared. You promised that you would be there. Is there something going on that I dont know about? Because dont be to naive. I know a little more than you are giving me credit for. I told you in the beginning that this wasnt a big deal and that it wouldnt affect you and you didnt believe me. You still bailed. Do you think I am lying to you? Do you think this is a joke? Why would I do that? Why would I just randomly choose some one as the other part in this? What kind of person do you think that I am? Do you no know me? Did you forget? This fine. Think what you want to think and do what you want to do because I forgive and excuse you. For the longest time when all of this started I hated you. I couldnt believe that you would do this to me. You broke my heart. You broke my heart like it has never been broken before. But that is okay because I am over it. I quit. I am soooo letting you go. I will miss you cause I still love you and you were the best guy bud that anyone could ever wish for and I hate that it had to end like this, but I guess it is for the best. Now I know what kind of people we both are so dont worry. From here on out I will not try to call or contact you. I will leave you be. I wont even ask your family about you. You are free. No guilt no obligations. I wish you the best that life has to offer. I will miss you. I love you thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much.
~Rae~