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[raerae420]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I would say that I am hysterical but I am way to tired. I am old though. I had the chance to go out tonight and hang out with my friends and I chose not to. By my free will I gave up something that I will soon lose in the future. I think that I may have lost my mind. I dont know. I know that I am tired of being tired. I almost hate

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[anonymous]

You know, I asked myself that awhile back. It was back before the whole "f*ck it" attitude manifested itself within me. But now I realize that it really doesn't matter where I am going, because I'll know when I'm there. Don't worry about losing your friends, because I know I am sure not going anywhere. There may be times where you don't see me for a few days or maybe even a week, but I'm still here. And dearest, work doesn't have to be a dead end... keep on showing them you want to move up, and pretty soon it will happen. I've seen some people have to apply for a department mgr or CSM position several times before getting it. Persistence is the key. As for Gueido, if you feel that he is a dead end, move on. Life is much too short to kick yourself over what you COULD have had with one person. There are thousands upon thousands of men out there, and there are lots that do double-takes when you walk by lol. Gueido is nice, but if he's a dead end, then count your losses. As for bills, those are just there anyway and they're not going away soon lol. I thought once about sending them a different name on the "change of address" portion on the back of the bill stub, but I figured they would see right through it... Anyway, *HUGS* dear, and I know you're strong, I just hope you don't let these things get you so down. If you need me, I'm here Quanniebear! ***HUG***