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uuumm today was just gah. i dont know what that really means but it was the first adjective that came to me. um the practical was today. i probably bombed it even though i shouldnt have. damnit i knew that shit so well. i hate those slides though. i cant see a damn thing...o well. i dont remember anything about like the past week. its insane. my mom asked me today if i had much to do and i said no cause all i had to do was my latin paper and she was like "really? seems like you've been on the verge of a break down for a while, figured you had something to do" and i was just like "mom, i'll be constantly on the verge of a break down this year!" and yeah its just so sad cause its true. this year is like hell. i mean some of it is really fun...like the non working times. but um yeah ya know.
i have strange friends...i have abby who thinks she is constantly being checked out by some guy or other and constantly going after guys (weird...she used to be so shy) and then theres alex who wont go and make out with the red head chick when me and andy tell him too. *sigh* my friends need to like level out here man. and it makes me sad cause i want to like someone. this isnt fair.
yeah and um i'm still pissed cause some people have decided to just give into everyone who told them that they couldnt do stuff when they swore that they would be able to. i dont know why i'm this pissed, its not my life, but i still care man. cause fuck it i mean it washvgoeartygoiahds whatever. not my life...
its cold in my room. o yeah during 8th we had the period off basically and um i was really bored. people dont freakin make the effor to amuse me...cept john but hes just john hehe. yeah i turned him on today...like he beeped it was amazing. and i tried staring at nathan to see if he would do some kind of random trick thing or something to amuse me but he just looked at me like i was crazy. and then i had to resort to distracting andy from doing his german. *sigh* you people need to be more entertaining damnit!
i got studious today...i came home and i did my homework. and i'm done now amazingly. i should do things that arent due tomorrow! like work on my speech...not that it will help my actual like speaking part of the class cause uh i have it memorized...its just HYEQORGJFLADFJGLKAJ i hate nerves. and alex makes fun of me and it pisses me off and i told him to stop and instead he kept talking about it so now its gotten to me even more and now i'm like terrified of it...damnit. why?? i dont know. its not like i'm afraid of what the people in my class think of me...i only have this problem when like the speaking in front of people is for a grade...otherwise i wouldnt give a damn. okay i'm done rambling...i need warmth
i have strange friends...i have abby who thinks she is constantly being checked out by some guy or other and constantly going after guys (weird...she used to be so shy) and then theres alex who wont go and make out with the red head chick when me and andy tell him too. *sigh* my friends need to like level out here man. and it makes me sad cause i want to like someone. this isnt fair.
yeah and um i'm still pissed cause some people have decided to just give into everyone who told them that they couldnt do stuff when they swore that they would be able to. i dont know why i'm this pissed, its not my life, but i still care man. cause fuck it i mean it washvgoeartygoiahds whatever. not my life...
its cold in my room. o yeah during 8th we had the period off basically and um i was really bored. people dont freakin make the effor to amuse me...cept john but hes just john hehe. yeah i turned him on today...like he beeped it was amazing. and i tried staring at nathan to see if he would do some kind of random trick thing or something to amuse me but he just looked at me like i was crazy. and then i had to resort to distracting andy from doing his german. *sigh* you people need to be more entertaining damnit!
i got studious today...i came home and i did my homework. and i'm done now amazingly. i should do things that arent due tomorrow! like work on my speech...not that it will help my actual like speaking part of the class cause uh i have it memorized...its just HYEQORGJFLADFJGLKAJ i hate nerves. and alex makes fun of me and it pisses me off and i told him to stop and instead he kept talking about it so now its gotten to me even more and now i'm like terrified of it...damnit. why?? i dont know. its not like i'm afraid of what the people in my class think of me...i only have this problem when like the speaking in front of people is for a grade...otherwise i wouldnt give a damn. okay i'm done rambling...i need warmth