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leroy died. thats so messed up. he and his wife lived up by my grandparents and when i was little i used to go over there all the time to play with his grandkids and stuff. and he was always there drinking and smoking. yeah i dont know why he lived as long as he did considering how much of that stuff he did. this is sad...i havent seen him for like 2 years but still. i dont like getting old, its not the getting old thing, but the fact that people die and stuff. then that makes you realize that you're not living in that immortal bubble that you have when you're little. well i had that, some people didnt, which is even more sad but yeah, i'm thankful for the bubble i had for at least a little bit.