friday the 13th
there comes a point when you just know how much cough syrup to swig to equal two teaspoons.....im past that point...ive said screw the little cup a long time ago, now i think i might move onto mixing cough syrups to see what that does.....naw, just playing, ..but for real, ive got to kick this dragon cough soon yo....i dont need it bringing me down like most everything else has been trying to do this past week....to be honest it has quite plain out sucked....which is SO weird cuz seriously this is the first time this semester that i have not been loving every minute i am alive....i guess with everything that slapped me in the face this past week just caught me off guard....i lost my key (its already replaced YO), made alot of mistakes i was well aware i was making, totally jacked any trace of a normal sleeping schedule, skipped some classes, had my mom yell at me for skipping them, and on top of all that The Dragon Cough (i have dubbed it), which probably has been the cause of most of my recent misery.....i guess i knew it was a really bad week when i found i didnt even have any motivation to fill out my valentines,...the joy of picking hello kitty or nemo for like 50 million people just lost its flair...that was one sad moment....
....but this ragged week has caused me to take a little "break" from life i guess you would call it...true, having no roomates does suck like what (i miss jess like crazy), but i think it is almost good for me....tonight, after i attempted to work out (which didnt work), i found myself driving around....driving and thinking i guess, and of course coughing....i ended up at taco bell after driving for i dont even know how long....and then i ordered a cruchy taco in honor of josh melvin, and everything seemed a little bit better....of course i had lots of prospective plans tonight (dont mean to sound, you know)...but circumstances posed me not to go...which all in all i think worked out better for me...
....i am excited to get over this little "break" and getting a move on into next week....i think i have somewhat of a revived energy, tomorrow will be productive, and at the same time relaxadasical....and of course, leave it to mister ryan c ringle to make it all better with flowers, ...unexpected flowers i might add.....
that is all....
...its become apparent to me that absolutly no one stayed here this weekend, so i hope all is well with everyone wherever you might be...
...and if you are here, hit me up (i have no clue why im being so ghetto lately, its so not me haha), but rae=fun and you=fun, so duh
....the song of the day is august in bethany by the juliana theory...listen to it YO, its sad tho ....o i rhymed hahaha
....but this ragged week has caused me to take a little "break" from life i guess you would call it...true, having no roomates does suck like what (i miss jess like crazy), but i think it is almost good for me....tonight, after i attempted to work out (which didnt work), i found myself driving around....driving and thinking i guess, and of course coughing....i ended up at taco bell after driving for i dont even know how long....and then i ordered a cruchy taco in honor of josh melvin, and everything seemed a little bit better....of course i had lots of prospective plans tonight (dont mean to sound, you know)...but circumstances posed me not to go...which all in all i think worked out better for me...
....i am excited to get over this little "break" and getting a move on into next week....i think i have somewhat of a revived energy, tomorrow will be productive, and at the same time relaxadasical....and of course, leave it to mister ryan c ringle to make it all better with flowers, ...unexpected flowers i might add.....
that is all....
...its become apparent to me that absolutly no one stayed here this weekend, so i hope all is well with everyone wherever you might be...
...and if you are here, hit me up (i have no clue why im being so ghetto lately, its so not me haha), but rae=fun and you=fun, so duh
....the song of the day is august in bethany by the juliana theory...listen to it YO, its sad tho ....o i rhymed hahaha