Hello, Hello
Hmm, how long has it been since I last went on LJ? A week? Two weeks? I can't remember :P
Life is still boring. I have little to look forward to but I guess it's a-okay. For the first time in a long time, I feel satisfied. Yes, there's still loads of work to do, SATs and now AP tests to panic over, and idiotic people to deal with each day. But despite all that, I feel strangely satisfied. I'm absolutely content. Life feels like a light and floating hot-air balloon drifting leisurely across the sky (No, I haven't been smokin' anything lately).
Honestly? I don't even know why I feel that way. One day, I suddenly stopped what I was doing, looked out the window, paused, and I said out loud "Wow, I feel good." And that's pretty much it. I know, that's just totally random. It wasn't dramatic or anything. I didn't experience a huge paradigm shift, wasn't struck by a sudden revelation, and was definitely not struck by lightning. It just, for lack of a better way to put it, happened.
That aside, I'll point out the obvious: This year has been fucking morbid.
People have been continuously dropping dead left and right. Last week, I could've turned into a charred Crystal-sausage from that fire in the supply room (props to Mimi's amazing nose). Today, the car parked down my street had a small explosion and resulted in another fire. Later on during lunch, while I was heating my Gyu-don in the microwave, the thing (microwave, NOT my lunch; believe me, I can tell the difference) started making funny crackling and popping noises. Long story short: I decided that I valued my life over a defrosted microwaveable lunch.
It's rather horrifying when I stop to think about it. That's why I don't =D Yeah, well, if you were me you wouldn't want to be constantly reminded of it either. I just hope I make it through junior year in one piece because it really feels like death is on my doorstep.
Anyway, the rest of my life shall be presented in bullets:
- I love Kasugai wasabi-less Roasted Green Peas.
- I love dried mango strips (preferably from the Philippines).
- A certain 10-second part in Gazette's "Shadow" tickles my brain (It's a music-shift).
- I randomly saw a silverfish scuttling over my work table last night and promptly slammed a CD holder cover over it. I plan on selling it to the bio-freshies who procrastinate until the last week before the bug project is due. *evil cackle* The silverfish is pretty tiny, but that doesn't make it any less valuable. (: Then again, I might just let it go. I know I wouldn't want to end up in the grubby hands of some freaked-out freshie if I were a qualified candidate for the bug project.
- You know I like something when I want to bite it.
So, that's about it. Feel free to annoy me. If Mimi's Pichu icon slaps its ass at me one more time, I'll slap the little thing back to her. [=
Ta-ta~