Thought Bubbles

Nov 04, 2008 17:20

I am sitting in a secluded corner of my college's student building, eating a McDonald's meal I have willingly purchased, and have gone out of my way to do so.  While that may not be amazing to most people, I have avoided eating at such fast-food places for quite some time now.  Usually, the only times I'd end up eating at such a place would be if some friends of mine were going.

This year certainly has been a strange one.  I started college again and am pulling above a 3.0 GPA for the first time ever, (3.67), I lost the friendship that got me out here in the first place, I have been living alone after that, which is also a first.  Friends gained and lost, friendships strained and strengthened.  Support from people I was not expecting, and rejection by others that I found suprising.

My father and I have never really gotten along.  He and I always had the worst fights of anyone in the family, and sometimes it came to blows.  When my parents divorced, me and my brother lived with my mother.  Since I have re-started college and have been making it out here, my father has shown me an incredible amount of support, and my mother has shown very little.  It's a bit strange in fact, my father lived out in Colorado when he was my age, as well.

In one week, it will have been three months since I have made any sort of contact with my friend Coyote.  I made a journal entry three months ago dictating that I would not initiate any sort of contact with him without him first contacting me.  Years ago, I swore I would never eat fast food if there were other options.

This triple cheeseburger with fries is delicious, Coyote.  Happy New Year.
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