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Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
So the song has been stuck in my head forever. It is such a good song. I woke up the other morning, and I came down the stairs singing it and like moshing with myself, having a jolly good time, you know, and I hit my head on the mirror on the wall but didnt really do anything.... my dad was like, "what the fuck is wrong with you."
So... This vacation was not worth it. I didnt smile too much. Alex made me smile today, bigtime. But I dont really have much to look forward to. I really needed to spend sunday night with my friends.... it was seriously the only good thing about this vacation.... BUT NO. My mom had to move my birthday family get together from noon to five o fucking clock. So!
I could so easily part with this town, I wish we would move. Don't really care where. Different house. Different people. Different setting. Im sick of seeing the same fucking things over and ove and over again. People dont change. Time for me to pass the fuck out and never wake up. :D
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
So the song has been stuck in my head forever. It is such a good song. I woke up the other morning, and I came down the stairs singing it and like moshing with myself, having a jolly good time, you know, and I hit my head on the mirror on the wall but didnt really do anything.... my dad was like, "what the fuck is wrong with you."
So... This vacation was not worth it. I didnt smile too much. Alex made me smile today, bigtime. But I dont really have much to look forward to. I really needed to spend sunday night with my friends.... it was seriously the only good thing about this vacation.... BUT NO. My mom had to move my birthday family get together from noon to five o fucking clock. So!
I could so easily part with this town, I wish we would move. Don't really care where. Different house. Different people. Different setting. Im sick of seeing the same fucking things over and ove and over again. People dont change. Time for me to pass the fuck out and never wake up. :D