A little crazy... let it go.
Alright people, bear with me....
So i have phsycopath calling me every day now leaving sappy messages and i want to kill meself like an emo kid. LIKE WHAT?! I know.... the one guy i pictured all older and dressed up at my wedding, the one I was positive would always be that one amazing guy friend who would never leave my side.... has left. i justy came to realize it now.... way way after the fact. I was in denial, now im over it. My problem today is this damn boy teasing me! NOT fun. ha ha ha and my lovley friend thinking he needs an eyebrow job... lol I <3 that girl. My cousin whom i love is a little too over protective... but thats okay! i can deal... but its hard when you have liked someone for four god damn years... and your cousin is all there for you and everything when you cry when he leaves! and oh my goodness if you are reading this god bless you.... i think that term for me is strictly usen as a response to a sneeze. I have to make a phone call now to stop the insane callings that ruin my day every single god damn day.... i ate ice cream today with madison and watched a movie and napped nice and long by the crackling fire. it was perfect. i feel like im going to puke though... i love Marissa Trinque and Patrick and that crew because you are the best and always take my mind of things. I love Elizabeth OCCS ha ha ha ha ha ha a too....... she is an insane little girl..... and honestly... i hate all men.... go to hell. I am not tired but exausted and i am going to write pages upon pages tonight.... ha ha ha i once wrote 16 pages front and back about Seanny one night..... not just him, but about this night.... it was craziness.... I get all moody and write about random things. GBY if you read this, and comment like a goose. <3 Ya.
So i have phsycopath calling me every day now leaving sappy messages and i want to kill meself like an emo kid. LIKE WHAT?! I know.... the one guy i pictured all older and dressed up at my wedding, the one I was positive would always be that one amazing guy friend who would never leave my side.... has left. i justy came to realize it now.... way way after the fact. I was in denial, now im over it. My problem today is this damn boy teasing me! NOT fun. ha ha ha and my lovley friend thinking he needs an eyebrow job... lol I <3 that girl. My cousin whom i love is a little too over protective... but thats okay! i can deal... but its hard when you have liked someone for four god damn years... and your cousin is all there for you and everything when you cry when he leaves! and oh my goodness if you are reading this god bless you.... i think that term for me is strictly usen as a response to a sneeze. I have to make a phone call now to stop the insane callings that ruin my day every single god damn day.... i ate ice cream today with madison and watched a movie and napped nice and long by the crackling fire. it was perfect. i feel like im going to puke though... i love Marissa Trinque and Patrick and that crew because you are the best and always take my mind of things. I love Elizabeth OCCS ha ha ha ha ha ha a too....... she is an insane little girl..... and honestly... i hate all men.... go to hell. I am not tired but exausted and i am going to write pages upon pages tonight.... ha ha ha i once wrote 16 pages front and back about Seanny one night..... not just him, but about this night.... it was craziness.... I get all moody and write about random things. GBY if you read this, and comment like a goose. <3 Ya.