Jul 11, 2011 20:53
I've been in a weird way for a while. It basically tracks back to the car accident.
1) I spent my birthday concussed and have noticed a change in my short term memory. The brain dumb and the sad mix started the bad
2) I can't do what I want. I want to chop fire wood, play in the woods and blacksmith. I wan't my life back. It wan't much, but it was mine.
3) Chronic pain distracts you, makes you impatient. I don't feel like me. Now I get migranes once a week at least, could be stress. At least mine come with colors.
4) Insurance jerked me around for 6 months while I waited for an MRI. I could have been doing the cortisone shots and physical therapy.
5) Oh, the nightmares. Every night I sleep my brain finds a new way of tormenting me.
I'm hoping once things settle down and I get some treatment I'll be more myself.