long time no talk
okay so nuttin happend last night, I was stuck baby sittin Matti ... although I did have quite an interesting convo wit Samantha. She messeged me or w/e so I replied and was like whas up? She was like nuttin sittin here wit ur lover ... I asked who and she was like Jack .. Okay w/e ... so I asked her was she was doin tonight and she was like nuttin I'm gonna be wit ur lover still. Okay w/e let her have her fun ... meanwhile Jack was like what are you doin? She asked what he ment, and he was like why you gotta be like that? Especially ta Rachael, so he told her if she was gonna act like that he as leaving ... and sho'nuff, he left and went ta Dee Dee's. Well he tried callin me but I didn't answer seein as how my fone was almost dead. So he thought I was mad at him. That got straightend out though. But anyways, she asks me about Jack and I and I'm jus goin along wit it .. I aint got nuthin ta hide ... so she asks, are yall goin out ... I said if he's there Samantha ask him ... she was like I did and he said no ... well dumbass there's ya answer ffs. [[she didnt ask Jack cause Jack left]]. So we kept talkin and then she gonna call me a two face ho ... hmmmz I told her no I wasn't two faced b/c she's tha one thas all buddy buddy and then talks shyt ta Jack about me .. I told her that at the beginning of tha year I can remember me tellin her that I didn't like her but since we had 3 classes together I was gonna be nice and be civil as long as I could ... so I wasn't two faced b/c she knows I don't like her... well she got into asking me what me and Jack have done or are doing ... I told it's none of her buisness ... she said if he's my babii daddie it is my buisness ... I said no it didn't matter babii daddie or not ... she said well it matters to me. So good for her, I told her what ever happens between me and Jack ... is that between me an Jack and same wit her an Jack ... what they do is not my buisness and I don't get in it unless I'm brought in it ... mainly b/c Jack TELLS me what they do... so I mean wth? Well she stumbles and is like well what ever I hope you're happy b/c you're tha reason we broke up and I hope he gets u knocked up and leaves you ... told her I doubt it'll happen seeing as how I know about contaceptives and I aint a scandalous lil hooch who stops takin BC jus ta get preggo and keep my man ... =]] none tha less she said w/e I hope you're happy you can have him ... That's jus tha short version ... but you get tha point lol.
Tha part I don't get... Jack and I have talked about tha babii thing and realize tha pro's and con's ... Well seeing as how Samantha hates me, Jack's worried that she gonna take tha babii from him b/c she don't want tha babii around me. Don't ask me how she can do it, but he's worried about it. And I understand that.. told him we'll just have ta wait and see ... well lat night I asked him what he woulda said if Samantha asked him if he was going out .. b/c he's told Larieka, Kaitlyn, Quentin, Forrest, Ute and some other people that I was his GF .. so I asked if he would tell Sam tha same thing ... he said last night "I don't really know" I jus sat there he was like well see she told her mom that I was doubting it was my baby and wanted a DNA test... her mom said I was wonderin when he'd say that. So he's trippin cause her mom thinks he aint gonna be there, and if it is his babii he wanna be there.... and I get it. But why would he tell other ppl we was together but not Sam? It aint makin sense ta me. So I was like yeah I guess ... and he was like well do get it? I said no but I don't guess it matters ... we're 'jus cool' now so I guess I thought wrong ... and he was like man w/e thas not it ... so I don't kno. I mean I know he wanna be wit me and he knows I wanna be wit him ... but it's confusin tha hell outta me whas goin on lol... I jus don't get it ...
Other than that I aint done shyt on xmas break ... my gpa had a massive stroke and so we been workin wit him. He's back home now so I think it's gonna be okay ... but I'm gonna bounce for now ... got my nails done and I'm learnin how ta type wit em LOL... bbs
Tha part I don't get... Jack and I have talked about tha babii thing and realize tha pro's and con's ... Well seeing as how Samantha hates me, Jack's worried that she gonna take tha babii from him b/c she don't want tha babii around me. Don't ask me how she can do it, but he's worried about it. And I understand that.. told him we'll just have ta wait and see ... well lat night I asked him what he woulda said if Samantha asked him if he was going out .. b/c he's told Larieka, Kaitlyn, Quentin, Forrest, Ute and some other people that I was his GF .. so I asked if he would tell Sam tha same thing ... he said last night "I don't really know" I jus sat there he was like well see she told her mom that I was doubting it was my baby and wanted a DNA test... her mom said I was wonderin when he'd say that. So he's trippin cause her mom thinks he aint gonna be there, and if it is his babii he wanna be there.... and I get it. But why would he tell other ppl we was together but not Sam? It aint makin sense ta me. So I was like yeah I guess ... and he was like well do get it? I said no but I don't guess it matters ... we're 'jus cool' now so I guess I thought wrong ... and he was like man w/e thas not it ... so I don't kno. I mean I know he wanna be wit me and he knows I wanna be wit him ... but it's confusin tha hell outta me whas goin on lol... I jus don't get it ...
Other than that I aint done shyt on xmas break ... my gpa had a massive stroke and so we been workin wit him. He's back home now so I think it's gonna be okay ... but I'm gonna bounce for now ... got my nails done and I'm learnin how ta type wit em LOL... bbs