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SO SO SICK!!! Stomach hurts bad have 2 go to doctor with Tiff on Monday to get checked out. So dizzy. G2G to the bathroom brb.Back now. So Monday is gonna suck I am not looking forward to it at all. The only cool thing is that I am going to get to go to Tiffs apointment and hear the baby's or babies' heartbeat(s). That will be cool. It is still kinda crazy that she is pregnant. I can bond with my baby brother or sister before it is born just by putting my hand on her tummy. Her stomach is getting really had and it feels weird. I can't wait till it or they start to move. Tiff's belly is the first pregnant belly I have ever felt and I think that is pretty cool. I am totally amazed at the whole process of pregnancy. The only thing that scares me is what if something happen like if she goes into labor. She told me just the contractions could tear open her scar from Dalton and she would bleed to death. That Scares Me Big Time!!! I love my mom so much and I wouldn't know what to do without her. Ever since I meet her she has always been there for me. Wether I want to talk or I was mad or happy or I felt like crying I knew I could always go to my mom. Everyone has someone in there life that has ment so much to them, someone they looked up to, someone who has went above and beyond for them and Tiff (my mom) is that person in my life. I want to be like her when I get older. You know she has done stuff in the past that she shouldn't have but she stopped and she knows it was wrong. She has always been there for me and she never really had to. That is why I love her so much and even thoought she made me a doctors appt and didn't even ask me about it I still love her....but I was pretty mad last night