Reflections on Reflections
Sometimes, I don't know what to write. But I need to. It's just ...there are so many things always running through my head going faster than a hummingbird's wings and when I try to grasp them it's like trying to catch the air in my hands. It always slips away.
I'm slipping away.
The hunting trip to Rebma with Maddock was amazing. We rode on a whale named Quaal and it was just...it was huge! We fought the shark and killed it and that was exciting. I've never seen anything with so many TEETH. And I got to meet Rhian, Maddock's friend that is a seal and a woman. I liked her, a lot. Poor Maddock.
Then, things kinda took a dive when we were getting ready to return to Amber. It's all fuzzy, but I remember a man with a name that started with C and the singing. The Road. He said something about wanting me, and Maddock had been knocked unconscious. The last thing I remember after that is some knife, and stabbing the guy with the C name in the chest. He shriveled up and went away with the currents. For some reason, I was holding Maddock down. I don't like that. At all. Maddock... he was pretty badly hurt, but we got him to help. And now he's just got a sling on his arm and I gave him the necklace I made for him. He doesn't seem mad at me, and I'm relieved at that. Perhaps one day he'll actually tell me what happened.
Perhaps this mission that Benedict is planning will help me keep my mind off of things. Keep me focused, keep me sane.
Or as sane as I've ever been, at least.
I'm slipping away.
The hunting trip to Rebma with Maddock was amazing. We rode on a whale named Quaal and it was just...it was huge! We fought the shark and killed it and that was exciting. I've never seen anything with so many TEETH. And I got to meet Rhian, Maddock's friend that is a seal and a woman. I liked her, a lot. Poor Maddock.
Then, things kinda took a dive when we were getting ready to return to Amber. It's all fuzzy, but I remember a man with a name that started with C and the singing. The Road. He said something about wanting me, and Maddock had been knocked unconscious. The last thing I remember after that is some knife, and stabbing the guy with the C name in the chest. He shriveled up and went away with the currents. For some reason, I was holding Maddock down. I don't like that. At all. Maddock... he was pretty badly hurt, but we got him to help. And now he's just got a sling on his arm and I gave him the necklace I made for him. He doesn't seem mad at me, and I'm relieved at that. Perhaps one day he'll actually tell me what happened.
Perhaps this mission that Benedict is planning will help me keep my mind off of things. Keep me focused, keep me sane.
Or as sane as I've ever been, at least.