The last couple of days...
I guess I have been avoiding my own head for a couple of days now, but I'm back and have good and bad stuff to work through...
I finally did it. Closure is achieved. After a year of dealing with a sometimes spectacularly wonderful, but mostly fucked up and crazy young man, I have officially said goodbye. I said everything I needed to say and sent it off to him. I then spent the rest of the day pampering myself. I laid by the pool, and had ice cream, and got my toes and fingers done. I then went to a punk show with a friend and finally exhausted myself in a pool of tears and a pile of prayers. I actually woke up without puffy eyes, and feeling fairly peaceful. Damn goddess works in mysterious ways. The next day was a whirlwind. I spent most of it with friends which is always good! I got to play with the campus pagans in the afternoon, and flirt with a cute new little pagan boy. I then got to go dance my ass off with princesslary and mistress_foo, I also got to see lytebryte, and paosparti. It was a good night of dancing all around. The night was given a bit of glitter when I got to talk theology with "cute boy". Always nice when there is a mind to go with the look. Consider the curiosity piqued. Woke up today refreshed, went to the pool with the boys, tylauris, disco_death84, and markus_parkus. This time I got a little burnt, anyone want to come over and help me get the aloe onto all the right parts?
I finally did it. Closure is achieved. After a year of dealing with a sometimes spectacularly wonderful, but mostly fucked up and crazy young man, I have officially said goodbye. I said everything I needed to say and sent it off to him. I then spent the rest of the day pampering myself. I laid by the pool, and had ice cream, and got my toes and fingers done. I then went to a punk show with a friend and finally exhausted myself in a pool of tears and a pile of prayers. I actually woke up without puffy eyes, and feeling fairly peaceful. Damn goddess works in mysterious ways. The next day was a whirlwind. I spent most of it with friends which is always good! I got to play with the campus pagans in the afternoon, and flirt with a cute new little pagan boy. I then got to go dance my ass off with princesslary and mistress_foo, I also got to see lytebryte, and paosparti. It was a good night of dancing all around. The night was given a bit of glitter when I got to talk theology with "cute boy". Always nice when there is a mind to go with the look. Consider the curiosity piqued. Woke up today refreshed, went to the pool with the boys, tylauris, disco_death84, and markus_parkus. This time I got a little burnt, anyone want to come over and help me get the aloe onto all the right parts?