here's me over seas...
I feel sicky today. I'm sore all over from the never-ending standing. And I think I may be coming down with something. Oh well I thought about not going to school tomorrow and then I thought how bored I would be and how at least at school I can talk to people.
Sarah dropped by. Look at her all driving around. What a grown up. I went to get my Permit and they didn't have my on file anymore so I have to go back with mum later. Shit on them. I just want to drive god damn it. At least I get the blue beast.
I'm feeling exceptionally seperated from the rest of the world, I'm not sure why.
Saturday night I was hanging with AJ and it made me miss him. Sometimes I wish he'd go away so I wouldn't realize how rad he is.
And I wish Rob didn't make me feel the way he does. The specialest person ever, and then sometimes nothing. The sad thing is that I know he doesn't do it on purpose. But I can't stop thinking about him and it's so retarded. Is he really as great as I think, or is it all fake? Could I really be one to fall into a trap like this? I don't know. I just want to chill. I want to be happy.
I'm glad The Interchange is open. I'll see Adam more and he's rad. And now we have a place for shows. Drugknuckle should play there soon. I want to see them again soon. It's been a while now. Hopefully things will be like last year, at least one show a weekend. Too bad Hard Hat wont play shows. It would rock if Arkaic and Rack 'Em Up opened up again and then Hard Had had shows. Then we'd have like 5 places.
Sarah seemed pretty good when I saw her. I'm glad she's ok. Things are rough for her right now. I'm glad Rob thinks she's rad. It's good for Sarah to realize that people think she's wonderful like I do.
I noticed Sam and AJ love Kevyn muchos and then I am just like this chick now that I'm not a girlfriend. Mostly Sam. He's still in love with Kev and wont admit it. Neither will anyone else. AJ probably is too. I wouldn't be suprised. Lucky Kevyn. I guess too bad she doesn't want that. She's so odd.
There is a huge thing of popcorn sitting next to me with the statue of liberty on it. Silly mom.
Why is Chad talking to me? He's so odd.
I want to do something with my life.
I'm stoked I got lights. Too bad I am afraid of screwing up. Mr. McBride asked me if I was going to audition for Advanced Drama. Duh. What else would I do with my life? Silly.
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Sarah dropped by. Look at her all driving around. What a grown up. I went to get my Permit and they didn't have my on file anymore so I have to go back with mum later. Shit on them. I just want to drive god damn it. At least I get the blue beast.
I'm feeling exceptionally seperated from the rest of the world, I'm not sure why.
Saturday night I was hanging with AJ and it made me miss him. Sometimes I wish he'd go away so I wouldn't realize how rad he is.
And I wish Rob didn't make me feel the way he does. The specialest person ever, and then sometimes nothing. The sad thing is that I know he doesn't do it on purpose. But I can't stop thinking about him and it's so retarded. Is he really as great as I think, or is it all fake? Could I really be one to fall into a trap like this? I don't know. I just want to chill. I want to be happy.
I'm glad The Interchange is open. I'll see Adam more and he's rad. And now we have a place for shows. Drugknuckle should play there soon. I want to see them again soon. It's been a while now. Hopefully things will be like last year, at least one show a weekend. Too bad Hard Hat wont play shows. It would rock if Arkaic and Rack 'Em Up opened up again and then Hard Had had shows. Then we'd have like 5 places.
Sarah seemed pretty good when I saw her. I'm glad she's ok. Things are rough for her right now. I'm glad Rob thinks she's rad. It's good for Sarah to realize that people think she's wonderful like I do.
I noticed Sam and AJ love Kevyn muchos and then I am just like this chick now that I'm not a girlfriend. Mostly Sam. He's still in love with Kev and wont admit it. Neither will anyone else. AJ probably is too. I wouldn't be suprised. Lucky Kevyn. I guess too bad she doesn't want that. She's so odd.
There is a huge thing of popcorn sitting next to me with the statue of liberty on it. Silly mom.
Why is Chad talking to me? He's so odd.
I want to do something with my life.
I'm stoked I got lights. Too bad I am afraid of screwing up. Mr. McBride asked me if I was going to audition for Advanced Drama. Duh. What else would I do with my life? Silly.
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