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i just took my god damned anatomy and physiology test. i think it sucked. there were questions on there about amterial i swear that we never learned! and strangely worded questions. when i asked for help on the strange wording, my teacher was a jerk and would not help at all!
right now i am have to wait like 10 minutes and then i can go back and get my grade.
about two hours before the test i talked to my mom, about stuff that has kept us from being in much contact the past year. it was good. i cried a lot. and she apologized for making me cry. but i told her, it wasn't crying because she was hurting me, it was crying because i was getting over her hurting me. i don't feel great and perfect like now everything is ok. but i feel better. and i feel like i got some say some stuff i needed to say, and i think she actually heard me! which is unusual, usually there is no point in telling my mom anything because she won't hear it. i also felt like did a better job communicating. i didn't break out a full artilery of attacks and accusations. instead i think that we both got to just be sad about the situation together without getting defensive.....
ok, gonna go get that grade. please be a B+! please!
right now i am have to wait like 10 minutes and then i can go back and get my grade.
about two hours before the test i talked to my mom, about stuff that has kept us from being in much contact the past year. it was good. i cried a lot. and she apologized for making me cry. but i told her, it wasn't crying because she was hurting me, it was crying because i was getting over her hurting me. i don't feel great and perfect like now everything is ok. but i feel better. and i feel like i got some say some stuff i needed to say, and i think she actually heard me! which is unusual, usually there is no point in telling my mom anything because she won't hear it. i also felt like did a better job communicating. i didn't break out a full artilery of attacks and accusations. instead i think that we both got to just be sad about the situation together without getting defensive.....
ok, gonna go get that grade. please be a B+! please!