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I Take life for granted
I turn my car on while the gas is still pumping in my car
I buzz it down my street as fast as I can for the thrill of it
I drink till my liver hurts
I have been known to do the ocasional drug and sometimes loose control with them
I constantly escape death at work
I j walk
I eat food thats been sitting out all night
I have slept with a lot of girls
I have picked the ocassional fight
I talk to strangers
I accept candy from strangers
I accept drugs from strangers
I ride my bike without a helmet
I snowboard without a helmet
I skateboard without a helmet
I don't wear a helmet
I play with fire
I talk on the cellphone while eating a sandwhich while I am driving my car and changing a cd.
I have driven while intoxicated
I disrespect my father
I disrespect my mother
I disrespect my friends
I disrespect my girlfriend
I disrespect myself
I don't excersize
I try to eat healthy but fail misserably when there is any sweets nearby
I let things pass me by
I jump before I look
I run when I can't face the obvious
I woulkd rather spend a year dragging a stone then 2 days carrying it.
I take life for granted.
All this and i'm still alowed to walk this earth. Each day is a gift and should be treated that way. Not spent the way I spent today... Moping around playing hooky from work ignoring my bosses phone calls like some kind of jerk. Bringing my gf down when she's up moving around.
My doctor says i'm exhausted and I need to sleep more and no late nights, less parties, no drinking, lighten my load with the band, no films... But at the same time as it sounds relaxing it sounds boring and I don't know how long I can do that. Everything I do I do to live my life to the fullest. Except for the huge list above which is all that would be left without those things... unless I take up lawn bowling or something.
Sorry for the emo post I just can't sleep.
I turn my car on while the gas is still pumping in my car
I buzz it down my street as fast as I can for the thrill of it
I drink till my liver hurts
I have been known to do the ocasional drug and sometimes loose control with them
I constantly escape death at work
I j walk
I eat food thats been sitting out all night
I have slept with a lot of girls
I have picked the ocassional fight
I talk to strangers
I accept candy from strangers
I accept drugs from strangers
I ride my bike without a helmet
I snowboard without a helmet
I skateboard without a helmet
I don't wear a helmet
I play with fire
I talk on the cellphone while eating a sandwhich while I am driving my car and changing a cd.
I have driven while intoxicated
I disrespect my father
I disrespect my mother
I disrespect my friends
I disrespect my girlfriend
I disrespect myself
I don't excersize
I try to eat healthy but fail misserably when there is any sweets nearby
I let things pass me by
I jump before I look
I run when I can't face the obvious
I woulkd rather spend a year dragging a stone then 2 days carrying it.
I take life for granted.
All this and i'm still alowed to walk this earth. Each day is a gift and should be treated that way. Not spent the way I spent today... Moping around playing hooky from work ignoring my bosses phone calls like some kind of jerk. Bringing my gf down when she's up moving around.
My doctor says i'm exhausted and I need to sleep more and no late nights, less parties, no drinking, lighten my load with the band, no films... But at the same time as it sounds relaxing it sounds boring and I don't know how long I can do that. Everything I do I do to live my life to the fullest. Except for the huge list above which is all that would be left without those things... unless I take up lawn bowling or something.
Sorry for the emo post I just can't sleep.