Aug 04, 2008 12:44
I've tried turning to the arms of someone new
But I can't seem to fool this fool
I've seen closing times with every bottle dry
And I've seen days alone in my own room
I've asked God and magazines
Stacks of books and movie screens
Anything to bring a little more comfort my way
But sometimes, there's those times
It's gotta be you
I keep telling myself I'm movin' on
But I'm stumbling
Believing my heart was strong enough
But now I'm wondering
But every step I take that leave me away
Just circles back to you door
Wishing I didn't love you anymore.
By the way, John Adams is the best shit EVER and if you haven't seen it yet go rent it you FOOL.
Maegan's birthday was a fucking FUN TIME. I saw SO many Stoughton people I haven't seen in forever and it was wonderful. Plus everyone kept telling me how skinny I am and I'm secretly vain and loved every second of it. It's nice to hear my work has paid off. We didn't really do anything all that exciting but it was just nice to be around people you've known forever(while drinking lots of crappy cheap beer). Sometimes I get myself in stupid situations (ie; male orienented) but oh well. I'm old enough to know regrets are pretty worthless and if you want something you should just go for it and just expect the repercussions. I have to say the one thing I definitely wanted to hump that I didn't get a chance to was Mark Godek's amazing '66 Ford Fairlane. It's beaaauuutiful and I'm very jealous. I also got to ride on the back of a motorcycle which is one of the top five most amazing moments of my life. I also tried lots of random liquors at Maegan's aunts. Sambuka is probably my favorite, I totally enjoy anything that tastes like black licorice. And anyone who drinks Jose Cuervo for fun....WHY? I sound like an alcholic a little bit but I just taste tested lots of things. I'll have to visit again soon, I love Maegan's family and they're very sweet to me (especially her mother). One other note; must buy rockband. xoxo.