Jul 31, 2004 14:50
ever had that feeling where u think nothing is going right in your life and you wonder wut the fuck am I here for...yea thats my life. my emotions are just crazy right now, I dont know wut to do...crying is about all I can do but its a wee bit pointless considering 1) it doesnt help anything2) I am not sure what I am crying about and 3) no one gives a shit.
God is the scientist and I am his science project gone terribly wrong.....none of my friends really know whats going on with me and I wish I could explain but it's just too damn hard. none of them know wut to say so they dont say anything. The only way to get my feeling out is to write...
I wont be on prolly for the rest of the day...I plan on writing, sleeping, and thinking......I dont know what to do....I wish I did
...you're the reason I cry...