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Everyone has been posting New Years Resolutions lately. I’ve not generally been one to set resolutions. But this year I think I will set some. They’re just goals really, and I attempt to set goals throughout the year. I just rarely follow through. I really need to try better at reaching the goals I set for myself.
After a bit of thought this is what I have come up with:
- Become more self sufficient.
- Move out of my Dad’s house, which may involve leaving the state.
- Go back to school and get my degree, I only have like 6-7 months left.
- Get married
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on Halloween, even if it’s at a Justice of the Peace. - Blog more often instead of just bottling everything up.
Most of those are semi lame, or kind of general. But they’re general goals I would like to reach this year. I stayed away from the typical things such as lose weight because my weight is a constant up and down stuggle. It’s not something I can just stop working on.
Nothing has really gotten better. It’ feels like life has platued in a shit hole, as usual and expected. The most excitement we have had lately was some bastard throwing a rock through our side window. Granted we don’t live in a great neighborhood
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but after we moved in here we’ve had a bit of trouble. We found out recently the poeple that lived here before us were a bit troublesome. So now we get to reap the torture from that even though in this neighborhood we are the super quiet neighbors you never see. It’s really irritating though
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Right now I’m just looking forward to the 24th and going out to visit with my Aunts. Escape this place for a couple days and just relax some. It’s gonna be great to spend time with them. I’ll miss Chris immensely and I feel somewhat guilty leaving him here, but he’s okay with it and he knows how psyched I am to visit with my Aunts.
But hopefully I can fulfill at least some of the goals I have set. Getting married and possibly getting out of here are definately two I know can possibly be done. Posting more as well, I just don’t like posting when things are craptacular because I hate admitting openly how crappy things are heh.