Caged
Originally published at Am-Fem.com. You can comment here or there.
I really despise this restless, caged animal feeling I have had lately. I’m bored out of my mind, and I have alot of ideas, but I can’t keep ahold of them long enough to write or implement them. Something needs to give. Things need to move on, rather then sitting on stand still. I’m so fucking tired of waiting and feeling useless.
Of course, I bring a fair amount of these feelings on myself, but still. Everyday it’s the same shit. Wake up, feel like utter shit, get online, surf the internet, read the news, look for a job, watch some tv, make dinner, etc, etc. Rinse and Repeat. Add in alot of talking and hopeful future planning but no movement towards completion. I feel like I’m stuck on idle.