im obsessed with this song, "no children", mountain goats
"i hope our last few remaining friends give up on trying to save us! i hope we come up with a fail safe plot to piss off the dumb few that forgave us!
i hope the fences we mended, fall down beneath their own weight, and i hope we passed the last exit-i hope its already too late!
i hope i cut myself shaving tommorow! i hope it bleeds all day long!
our friends all say its darkest before the sun rises-we're pretty sure theyre all wrong.
i hope it stays dark forever! i hope the worst isnt over! i hope you blink before i do! i hope i NEVER get sober!
and i hope that when you think of me years down the line, you dont have a good thing to say! and i hope if i found the strength to walk out, youd stay the hell out of my way!
i hope i lie! and tell everyone you were a good wife, and i hope you die! I hope we both die!"