Jan 05, 2016 22:37
Everyone has something like that. I am sure. 100%.
It's not that you purposely keep it hidden. More like, something that you really enjoy doing alone. a space where you can be true to yourself despite your packed time-table. My colleague will never expect that I sing j-pop song every now and then. I still memorized many songs from long ago. I bet they'll be surprised if they know. My mentors and seniors won't believe that I like watching j-dramas and movies like crazy. I even watched them based on directors. Rather than popular Hollywood movie, I prefer animation movies (not weekly anime show. I don't like it). I love human drama and I cried awfully A LOT!
My best friend from college times would notice my mood shift and reddish face the day after. Now, I don't have someone like her, she is not interested at all in my obsession but still kindly listen to my story. Do I feel lonely? Yeah, maybe.
Somehow, I feel anxious. Would there be someone who accepts all of my side--both the seen and unseen?
random thoughts