Mar 25, 2007 09:44
i am so ready for summer...like i wake up every morning and look out side, and for 2 seconds i think it is....but then nope...there is still school. .....grrrr
I really need to go get my license now, i can't keep putting it off, i need to get a job, i need to be able to do what i want to do, not what everyone else wants.
This summer might really suck too, my mom might be at home for most of it, and she said that they might not open the pool....the pool is my life in the summer!!!! AHHHHHHH
I might not have a car either now, my dad is turning in the anvoy, and they say that if she doesn't have a job then aaron is going to have to give back his car and take the intrepid, and my dad gets the grand am.....which means no car for ME! ....i shouldn't have waited so long. I would have been able to get a job and everything i wanted so long ago.
I'm starting to not care about high school relationships anymore...like at all. Maybe i am just preparing myself for the loss of everybody...but then again, do i really care??
I think i can be a very heartless, selfish person....in fact i am the most selfish person on the planet.