BAH!
Can someone please tell me what I am doing with my life? (that's right, it's time for an emotional vomit) I don't know what I am doing wrong here, but I find myself constantly being fucked over, but its not lack of effort on my part, i just don't get what's so defective about me and no one has the courage to tell me. Trust me, if I knew, I'd know where to repair the rocket before take-off. No one will hire me, no one wants to be in a relationship with me, I have my friends, and this computer, and itunes, not that those three things aren't completely rocking awesome, but I feel like I need something more, something that pleases my soul. I don't think that has happened since June, so that's a long time, I guess. As each day goes forward, my apathy rises, my ability to love anything is ebbing away. Just call me a bitter old hag.