guh.
Everyone has visions of their first love. That person, that one person who is going to take them from everything. That person who will care if they are needing, lacking, detrimental, or missing any other absent piece of the constantly wanting human persona. but here I say that if the ideal first love existed, then why would the second or third? Life is trial and error, like a never ending math equation, or better yet the human genome, something that has been mapped out, but no one knows all the exact kinks and subtle twists yet. Everyone has plans for their life, and sometimes other elements affect it, and that is what I call life. I will officially declare that I have never lived life, and if so, I have lived it in a very enclosed and safe environment. The world is large, and upon escaping your safe environment to explore more, you will find people, places, rivers, mountains, hurt, joy, satisfaction and disappointment you never knew existed. the world is yours to take, for sure, but be prepared. Bring an umbrella.