fff A-Akiko Shikata I love you so much. H-her voice gives me chills, I want to sound that pretty when I sing, uuuu~
H-how does she do it? Her voice is airy but clear and kind of ethereal and I think I'm in aural love. A-and her s-soprano privilege abuse...
AND SHE SINGS IN ITALIAN AND JAPANESE
FFFFF
THIS MAKES IT AN EVEN GREATER PRIORITY TO LEARN ITALIAN
Anyway. I did this meme yesterday at like 1 AM and held off on posting it because I thought maybe I shouldn't spam my f-list. XD
STEP ONE:
Spell your name out in songs. (uh... lol, I have too many repeating letters 8D)
Last Cross - Mitsuoka Masami
Isaac - Madonna
Loved Despite of Great Faults - Blonde Redhead
Lovely Strains - Hiroki Kikuta
I Want Your Balalaika - Mad Cow and The Royal Eurobeat Orchestra of Bazookistan
Ameato - w-inds
Naraku no Hana - Eiko Shimamiya
STEP TWO:
- Name: Lillian T. S.
- Birth date: 6 November 1990
- Nickname: Lil, Lily, Radish, Squishy, Mother, Tomoko-oi!
- Eye Color: Dark brown.
- Hair Color: Black, bleached strips that were green at some point but will probably be red in the future.
- Zodiac Sign: Scorpio in western, Metal Horse in Chinese. :)
STEP THREE:
- The shoes you wore today: Black flip-flops.
- Your weakness(es): Adorable gay pairings. Adorable lesbian pairings. FLAILWORTHY ANIMANGA SERIES. Bejeweled. Attractive jacks of all trades. We're stopping here.
- Your fear(s): Getting eaten by something. Spiders, very mildly (I'm the room's designated spider killer.) Getting sliced up from watching someone else get sliced up. (I can't watch scary/gory movies, basically.)
- Your perfect pizza: Pesto sauce, pine nuts, eggplant--Iono. It was this Mediterranean or something combination I had at Z-Pizza once and it was AMAZING.
- Goal you’d like to achieve: Lose a little weight, graduate, get motorcycle license. Drive future motorcycle around town and look sexy doing it. (lol I'm kidding about that last bit.)
STEP FOUR:
- Your best physical feature?: Um... I... don't think I have one. Maybe my eyelashes.
- Your bedtime?: LOL it's as varied as the wind. ;D
- Most missed memory?: The days when we were young and thought we were invincible, the days when I thought I'd be a hot young biker chick-cum-gunslinger and die like some tragic anti-hero from a drama with the bullet of the girl I loved through my heart, and that my life would be like the life and death of a rose--beautiful, striking, and temporary.
STEP FIVE:
This Or That...
- Pepsi or Coke?: I don't like soda. :(
- McDonald’s or Burger King: Uh... Mickey D's, I guess?
- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton~
- Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate! Sometimes I just feel like vanilla, though.
- Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee. Mostly black, although I've been drinking the pre-sweetened stuff lately.
STEP SIX:
Do You...
- Curse: Sometimes I do it just to fuck with people's heads because they think I'm sweet and shy and too much of a goody-two-shoes to drop an f-bomb. That straightens them out pretty fast.
- Sing: Yes!
- Dance: Uh... unless DDR counts no.
- Take a shower everyday: Nope. Hey, don't judge, it saves water! DX
- Have a crush: I did. I'm getting over her, though.
- Do you think you’ve been in love?: Yes, very much so. Oh, unrequited love~ D;
- Want to go to college: LOL I'm in college. I want to STAY in it now. xDD
- Like(d) high school: It was... interesting. I love the friends I made in it but I hated learning how bitchy I can get. D:
- Want to get married: ... no, not especially. Mom and Dad aren't the greatest examples of marital stability but I don't really want to get married regardless.
- Get motion sickness: Nope. Unless I'm reading newspapers. D:
- Think you’re attractive: Nope. Me? Stand me next to the world's ugliest elephant and I'll probably make it look pretty.
- Think you’re a health freak: Not at all.
- Get along with your parents: Uh... when we haven't talked for a long time, yes.
STEP SEVEN:
In the past month...
- Gone to the mall: Just yesterday, actually. I played DDR. :D
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Nope. D:
- Eaten Sushi: Yes, if any kind of sushi. Good sushi? No. Mall sushi SUCKS, especially out here. D: D: D:
- Been on stage: Yup, if you count being on stage with the a cappella group. :)
- Gone skating: Nope.
- Made homemade cookies: n-no. D: D: D:
- Gone skinny dipping: Never done that, actually.
- Stolen anything: Not anything I'm aware of.
STEP EIGHT:
Ever...
- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Nope.
- If so, was it mixed company: non-applicable, lol.
- Flashed anyone: ... Probably, yes, COMPLETELY by accident... D: D: D:
- Been beaten up: No.
- Shoplifted: Not that I recall.
STEP NINE:
- Age you hope to be married: Non-applicable. Wedding bells? No thank you.
- Number of Children: None. I hate kids. :/
- Describe your Dream Wedding: Non-applicable.
STEP TEN:
In a boyfriend/girlfriend...
- Best eye color?: After watching so much anime and seeing so many weird eye colors I'm not especially picky.
- Best hair color?: I'm instinctively kind of leery of Caucasian girls with blonde hair (not baselessly, two of them really fucked with my head in my childhood and I haven't really gotten over it.) but I'm getting better. I tend to go more for people with dark hair, though.
- Short hair or long hair?: Either way's fine.
- Height: I don't really care.
STEP ELEVEN:
- Number of people I could trust with my life: That's... not a lot of people.
- Number of CDs that I own: Mm... at least 25. I've never actually counted.
- Number of tattoos: None, at the moment. Next weekend or the week after this figure may change.
- Number of piercings: Two piercings on both lobes and one closed up cartilege piercing.
PERSONAL QUIZ:
o1. Who were you with yesterday?: Roomies, friend with car, friend from a cappella club, a cappella club.
o2. What woke you up this morning?: Myself. I went back to sleep and woke myself up again.
o3. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?: I hate Mondays but I'll manage.
o4. Do you like anybody?: Not at the moment.
THE PAST:
o1. Ever thrown up in public?: Actually, no. I've either been in private or made it to a bathroom before it happened... I think. I was sick when I was like one or two and I don't remember anything about that.
o2. What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW?: "What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?"
THE FUTURE:
o1. What kind of home would you like?: Mm... something kind of light, modern, with space enough to put things and furnished with comfy furniture and framed fanart prints. :) One room's a private arcade or something like that. Two stories, I think, and Japanese style baths.
o2. What do you want to be when you grow up?: Bestselling author. LOL I'm not actually really sure. Working in the video game industry, maybe.
o3. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?: Probably doing grad school if I'm not a super-senior undergrad. XDD
IN GENERAL:
o1. Do you like candy necklaces?: Uh... sure. I'm not particularly experienced with those, though.
o2. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?: Fell over or ran into something? ... uh... I think I hit my head on the roof of Abisai's car yesterday.
o3. Do you still go trick or treating?: Not really.
o4. What's your favorite type of soda?: I don't really like soda. :(
o5. Have you ever moved?: Once.
o6. Have you ever won an award?: A few times. >>
o7. Are you listening to music right now?: Ameato by w-inds.
o8. How long ’till your birthday? Like two weeks, lol.
o9. When were you the saddest in your whole life? I remember doing a helluva lot of crying after I came back from senior trip.
o1o. What time is it? 1:15 AM Monday morning, lol.
o11. Do you use ebay to buy or sell? Mm... like once.
o12. Who makes you mad: No one at the moment. The one I remember making me mad most vividly is probably out getting high at this moment if she even made it into college. Or she probably fucked a whole bunch of people at a party after getting wildly drunk and wound up with an STD and pregnant. I don't know. I wouldn't put it past her and I don't feel sorry for her if that's the case.
o13. Ever heard a song written about you: Nope.
o14. Something you want to happen in 2010? In 2010? Seeing friends, hopefully.
o15. Summer 2010? Work. Japan. Seeing friends. I don't know.
o16. Honestly, do you miss 2008? ... not... especially.
HONESTY SECTION:
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?: Surprise! I'm not wearing any! ... I'm kidding. It's black.
2. Honestly, what's on your mind?: I need a bigger measuring cup. Making tea is a hassle when I have to heat two batches of water because my measuring cup is that fucking tiny.
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Filling out this survey. What, did you think I was drawing porn or something?
4. Honestly, have you done something bad today?: I... don't think so. Unless you count neglecting to brush my teeth.
5. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: Uh.... oh, right, one of the guys from the taiko group.
6. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Eh. No, not particularly.
7. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: Idiots, jokes that aren't funny that keep propagating themselves for no real reason, and idiots who keep telling injurious jokes that aren't funny even though they've been asked to stop.
8. Honestly, do you bite your nails?: Yeah.
9. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?: I don't know if it's an eating disorder or just being a college student and forgetting to eat.
10. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Yeah.
11. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now?: Not really.
12. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?: Eh.
13. Honestly, what was the last text message you received?: lol some automated Gaia thing.
14. Honestly, are you in denial?: About what?
15. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night?: Not really.
16. Honestly, do you like anyone?: Not really.
17. Honestly, does anyone like you?: Not that I know of.
RAGE SECTION:
1. What do you do when you’re mad?: Passive-aggressive internalization of anger until it boils over and I cry. Or scream. Or go postal on something. Or some mixture of all three. No, it's not healthy.
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: Vandalized my mother's piano probably ties with... nah, I think that's the worst.
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: Yes.
CRYING SECTION:
1. When was the last time you actually cried?: It's been at least a couple of months.
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yeah.
3. Do certain songs make you cry?: In certain moods, Kokoro Kiseki will make me bawl.
4. What usually makes you cry?: I... can't really tell anymore.
HAPPY SECTION:
1. Are you usually a happy person?: Sure. We'll call it that.
2. What makes you the happiest?: Screwing around with people whose company I enjoy, good food, awesome music, engaging RPG's with awesome story lines and great graphics, good voice acting, good voice acting and voice actors who totally goof off in character outside of the recording studio and love their job and their characters, RP'ing, writing fanfiction and getting tons of positive feedback on it, screwing around in character with
hagane_no's Gokudera. There's kind of a list but that's the most pertinent.
3. What song makes you always happy?: I don't think I have one of those, although it'd be nice if I did.
4. Do you believe in yourself?: Not... so much.
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?: Uh... no, not really. I kind of... don't really think people could find me pretty at all. I'm plain old Lily. That's all. I'm the scary-looking one who answers the door to make sure there aren't weird stalker guys trying to get into the dorm room. (Not that we've had a problem with that so far.).