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It just doesn't... I don't know. I'm not feeling myself lately. It's like every time I close my eyes and awaken with the day, apart of me has drifted into the unknown.
I want to stop thinking so much. I want to stop doing... whatever it is that causes me so much trouble. Well, whatever.... I can start now with not thinking about it... I guess.... I broke down and bought Pokemon Ruby. I'm such a child, it hurts. I mean, it's not like I'm a sicko who buys this stuff to lure kids into my home, but most of my friends are like 14-19.... v__v I'm almost 22 and that's bothersome.
I mean, sure I could go out and be a slut and hook up with some older group of people but I don't like doing that crap. I don't like drinking, I don't like dancing... I like playing video games and reading japanese books and drawing and biking and playing outside... should I be ashamed for being too old to be into these things?
I mean, I don't want to give up things I like because I'm older. Screw growing up....