i should be in a good mood but im not

Nov 14, 2008 15:13

my roommate has no job and hasnt had one for the past 3 weeks...drinks all my booze BY HIMSELF, doesnt leave the apt, and hogs the tivo remote in his room
my family is weirded out by me and somewhat upset with me, they seemingly dont wanna talk to me but i dont know why
im not broke but have beautiful things no one wants to buy from me and i feel fat
work is monotonous and routine, unrewarding mentally
my potential manmeat is really understanding but somehow cant understand when i freakout cause plans fall through for a week straight and although we talk nonstop and text nonstop i havent heard form him in a good day and im actually in need of someone to talk to but im scared hes going to want to be 'just friends'

ever feel like life sucks so much but you just feel nothing?
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