Blah... =(
Date: Wednesday December 7th 2006
Song: Not Now [Blink 182]
Time Started: 4:12pm
So for the past 2 weeks. I’ve been working full time. I’m still working full time, But now that I am, I’m getting more involved with people around my city. Which brings more drama into my life. It’s not sad that the people I hang out with are also the people that work at my job. Including my older brother, Don.
Last night I was coming back from Nina’s house with Grady. We we’re dropping her off at home, and that’s the night I wore my heart on my sleeve. We talked deep and I told him something needs to happen between him and Nina.
Nina is my best friend. She’s like me so much. We’re twin’s or some shit. She’s seeing Grady. Their not dating or anything.... yet.
When I told this to Grady, about how him and Nina need to get together fast, he asked me why, like he didn’t know. I confessed to him that I’m attracted to him, even though he knew.
Grady- So do you think me and Nina will be dating sooner or later?
Me- I hope it’s soon.
Grady- What do you think Nina thinks?
Me- I honestly don’t care Grady. I just want it to be soon.
Grady- Why?
Me- Because I need to know if I can get over you.
Grady- You’re being serious huh?
Me- Yes. It’s starting to hurt. Seeing you two together.
I have a problem. I put others before me. No matter WHAT!. I put Nina and Grady together because I thought Grady and I would never have a chance. Last night Grady told me, if Nina wasn’t in the picture him and I would have something going on.... How stupid am I?
Grady and I know one another more then we should. I’ve none him for maybe 3 weeks. Or a month. But I know him like I’ve known him for 5 years. When him and I are driving in his car, it’s him and I. We wear our hearts on our sleeves and just let shit out.
Out of all the people I hang out with; Nina, John, Michelle, Grady and Don. Grady is the one that’s most worried about me right at this moment. I’m not going to say why, because no one needs to know but him at I. When I feel the need to tell people, I’ll tell you.
Just know I’m alive, for those who care. I miss you Samm-eh =(
Time Ended: 4:20pm
Song Playing: Sam Malone [City & Colour]
Song: Not Now [Blink 182]
Time Started: 4:12pm
So for the past 2 weeks. I’ve been working full time. I’m still working full time, But now that I am, I’m getting more involved with people around my city. Which brings more drama into my life. It’s not sad that the people I hang out with are also the people that work at my job. Including my older brother, Don.
Last night I was coming back from Nina’s house with Grady. We we’re dropping her off at home, and that’s the night I wore my heart on my sleeve. We talked deep and I told him something needs to happen between him and Nina.
Nina is my best friend. She’s like me so much. We’re twin’s or some shit. She’s seeing Grady. Their not dating or anything.... yet.
When I told this to Grady, about how him and Nina need to get together fast, he asked me why, like he didn’t know. I confessed to him that I’m attracted to him, even though he knew.
Grady- So do you think me and Nina will be dating sooner or later?
Me- I hope it’s soon.
Grady- What do you think Nina thinks?
Me- I honestly don’t care Grady. I just want it to be soon.
Grady- Why?
Me- Because I need to know if I can get over you.
Grady- You’re being serious huh?
Me- Yes. It’s starting to hurt. Seeing you two together.
I have a problem. I put others before me. No matter WHAT!. I put Nina and Grady together because I thought Grady and I would never have a chance. Last night Grady told me, if Nina wasn’t in the picture him and I would have something going on.... How stupid am I?
Grady and I know one another more then we should. I’ve none him for maybe 3 weeks. Or a month. But I know him like I’ve known him for 5 years. When him and I are driving in his car, it’s him and I. We wear our hearts on our sleeves and just let shit out.
Out of all the people I hang out with; Nina, John, Michelle, Grady and Don. Grady is the one that’s most worried about me right at this moment. I’m not going to say why, because no one needs to know but him at I. When I feel the need to tell people, I’ll tell you.
Just know I’m alive, for those who care. I miss you Samm-eh =(
Time Ended: 4:20pm
Song Playing: Sam Malone [City & Colour]