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hawaii's in four hours.
thats bullshit.
this is supposed to one of the happiest times ever. fuck that. i'm not really in an excellent mood and i hate hawaii.
i hate my mom and live-in be eff.
i hate them getting married.
i hate the way i feel.
i hate that i'm powerless.
i hate that i can't make decisions.
fuck this.
fuck fuck fuck. mother fuck fuck.
i ugh....i'm so frustrated/mad/upset i can't think.
i can't get out the ideas that i had so maticulously planned to say five minutes ago.
my input values just don't eqal my output right now.
sitting on the beach alone looking for aqautic life......here i come.
fuck i miss halloween too.
i'll make up for it next year.
or at christmas.
thats bullshit.
this is supposed to one of the happiest times ever. fuck that. i'm not really in an excellent mood and i hate hawaii.
i hate my mom and live-in be eff.
i hate them getting married.
i hate the way i feel.
i hate that i'm powerless.
i hate that i can't make decisions.
fuck this.
fuck fuck fuck. mother fuck fuck.
i ugh....i'm so frustrated/mad/upset i can't think.
i can't get out the ideas that i had so maticulously planned to say five minutes ago.
my input values just don't eqal my output right now.
sitting on the beach alone looking for aqautic life......here i come.
fuck i miss halloween too.
i'll make up for it next year.
or at christmas.