Total confession
Last night I cried a bit in the booth. It was my second-last radio show, and I am just so sad at the thought of leaving CJSW and it really hit me all at once! I have been a station member for 6 years, longer than I can really say i've done anything else.
I guess it occurred to me for, seriously, the very first time that I might be really sad to leave calgary and the calgary community. can you even believe that I am typing this? it's ME! I know, I'm sad to leave CJSW and friends and alice (god what am I going to do with alice?) and i'm even a little scared to leave calgary. Probably a normal thing. And it's not even happening that soon! The move, that is. my life will be too unpredictable to have a radio show though. i guess I just need to stop being a coward and pull it together.
Traveling will help - you know that feeling when you are seeing something amazing in a new and far away place and you think you will never see it again in your whole existence so this is it to enjoy that thing? I get sentimental pretty easily about that but more experiences will help- that is what you are gaining, after all.
my thesis is done, it's going through final revisions before I get it bound. I did my talk yesterday and people asked really great questions. I even got some complements about my presentation afterwards! I think It went really well. Just 1 20 pager and 3 exams and that is that for being an undergrad.
I guess it occurred to me for, seriously, the very first time that I might be really sad to leave calgary and the calgary community. can you even believe that I am typing this? it's ME! I know, I'm sad to leave CJSW and friends and alice (god what am I going to do with alice?) and i'm even a little scared to leave calgary. Probably a normal thing. And it's not even happening that soon! The move, that is. my life will be too unpredictable to have a radio show though. i guess I just need to stop being a coward and pull it together.
Traveling will help - you know that feeling when you are seeing something amazing in a new and far away place and you think you will never see it again in your whole existence so this is it to enjoy that thing? I get sentimental pretty easily about that but more experiences will help- that is what you are gaining, after all.
my thesis is done, it's going through final revisions before I get it bound. I did my talk yesterday and people asked really great questions. I even got some complements about my presentation afterwards! I think It went really well. Just 1 20 pager and 3 exams and that is that for being an undergrad.