well that was kind of a waste....
and im not sure why i keep wasting my time on this shit
at least now i have nothing to worry about or i dont have to worry about someone lying to me all the time.
oh right, greg and i broke up, and its for the best really because i'm sick of being lied to over and over again.
but its also good because since i work today and then have like a week till orientation, it means ill get to be home to see michelle before she leaves AND to go to busy and aarons birthdays! im excited because i gave up a lot of trips homes over the summer because i didnt want to drag greg along. either way, im also kind of pissed because of the fights and the problems, even the not talking to someone because of greg, so maybe now i can fix those mistakes.
i have to work today and the diners starting to drive me a little nuts-o which kinda pisses me off. i dont mind the work i guess, i just hate the rush and the... well no i hate work! and i hate waitressing! but i do like going home with tips every shift and then getting a paycheck everyother week. last monday i worked 2-7 and stayed till almost 8, but im not gonna do that tonight.
since i worked all weekend and jesse came down, bree and i didnt really go to the gym so im hoping we can tonight since we both finish around 7.
in a way im sad because of what, at one point, i thought this could be, with greg and i. but then i think back to rez when we werent really anything, and all the jokes my roomies and i would make about him and how crazy he seemed. i think i got to the point where i just got sick of it, where i just got restless, i was constantly unhappy where i was. in a way i feel like maybe he was just something to pass the time till school got back in, which is horrible but, it could be true. like maybe i never really cared about him like another part of me thought i did. but im not one to fight it out, and with enough lies and arguing, this is really whats best for both of us, and probably everyone we know. i think more then anything im disappointed in myself for listening after the first lie, because, its always downhill from there! but whatever; waste of time, learning experiance, what can i say, another one bites the dust!
at least now i have nothing to worry about or i dont have to worry about someone lying to me all the time.
oh right, greg and i broke up, and its for the best really because i'm sick of being lied to over and over again.
but its also good because since i work today and then have like a week till orientation, it means ill get to be home to see michelle before she leaves AND to go to busy and aarons birthdays! im excited because i gave up a lot of trips homes over the summer because i didnt want to drag greg along. either way, im also kind of pissed because of the fights and the problems, even the not talking to someone because of greg, so maybe now i can fix those mistakes.
i have to work today and the diners starting to drive me a little nuts-o which kinda pisses me off. i dont mind the work i guess, i just hate the rush and the... well no i hate work! and i hate waitressing! but i do like going home with tips every shift and then getting a paycheck everyother week. last monday i worked 2-7 and stayed till almost 8, but im not gonna do that tonight.
since i worked all weekend and jesse came down, bree and i didnt really go to the gym so im hoping we can tonight since we both finish around 7.
in a way im sad because of what, at one point, i thought this could be, with greg and i. but then i think back to rez when we werent really anything, and all the jokes my roomies and i would make about him and how crazy he seemed. i think i got to the point where i just got sick of it, where i just got restless, i was constantly unhappy where i was. in a way i feel like maybe he was just something to pass the time till school got back in, which is horrible but, it could be true. like maybe i never really cared about him like another part of me thought i did. but im not one to fight it out, and with enough lies and arguing, this is really whats best for both of us, and probably everyone we know. i think more then anything im disappointed in myself for listening after the first lie, because, its always downhill from there! but whatever; waste of time, learning experiance, what can i say, another one bites the dust!