Jul 31, 2005 21:24
a week and four days ago i let go the girl who means more to me by far than any other girl i know. just the thought of what i've done tears me down so hard not only to the point of tears but to the point where i feel sick as hell to my stomach. i've been a complete mess without her. and now she feels she cant trust me, which makes it worse. on top of that shes got someone else in the picture. theres no doubt about it, shes got my heart in her hands. please dont break it... please dont break it...
at least she told me the truth...