drinking champagne from a paper cup just isn't quite the same...

[radiojukebox]

this has dragged on for a week for me now. the thought of getting her back. but it'll probably be saturday at the earliest before i get and answer and it tears me down more each day. i may seem impatient, but its all i can do to keep it together. i cussed more in the past week than i have in my entire life, i've been in a near constant depressed/secluded mood that my parents think is me getting mad at them, and it just gets harder and harder. i know im not the only one hurting, but i sure as hell am... i know i'm fighting, i just wish i knew whats going on...

she wont even be around for the 7th... (even though neither of us can help it, but i wont even see her for a week after the 6th...)

i'm recording tomorrow, for all none of you interested in my E.P...

so much to say, so little words to say with, thats half the pain right there...