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i'm soo fuck'n sad man like today i had a night tennis match i lost thats not y i'm sad i am pissed i didn't play well at all i mean like idk i keep killing myself but i'm sad cus my dad didn't come to my match like he hasn't made it to any of my games like i understand after noon games he's at work but it was a night game i no he had a meeting but like he could have came when it was over its just i no i would have played better if he was there it. realy hurts me he's never been to one of my games he play's tennis with me but never there to support me at games like i never realy hang out with my dad when we do its like tennis and its not like "quality time with dad" its like your doing this wrong or what ever well like peral jam said dadys was never there