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Apr 18, 2005 20:31

this is my last writeing ever i think its just the way it goes

i'm writeing this note to all my freinds the people i love an maybe to myself

i'm leaving this world i hope because when i was 4 or 5 i saw a man killed and the memories haunt me i've talk to people about it psycologist but i didn't tell my parents becuase they wouldn't belive me but its to much and with many other little things that pound me i just can't live with the fact that i let the man just lie ther with out doing anything its not the memoriy that bothers me its that i didn't help him i just don't think i fit in i don't have any close freinds anymore well mike he's been there but i don't no if he could help me i'm just a memory to people i'm not there for my freinds just amuse them i can't even love myslef so how can i love others hopefully i can talk myself out of it like other times, but this time it feels diffrent .i'm tired. i just think i love people to much to be a burden anylonger if you don't here from me for a while or see me in a while well you no what happened i guess if it makes anyone feel better i'll do it painless i want to be with my holy father i want to be were i can belong, and love people just please this is my favorite song of all time please rember me by it
its a song that reminds me of great times when i was not just another person its bob dylan
Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to
Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
In the jingle jangle morning I'll come followin' you.
Though I know that evenin's empire has returned into sand
Vanished from my hand
Left me blindly here to stand but still not sleeping
My weariness amazes me, I'm branded on my feet
I have no one to meet
And the ancient empty street's too dead for dreaming.

Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to
Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
In the jingle jangle morning I'll come followin' you.

Take me on a trip upon your magic swirlin' ship
My senses have been stripped, my hands can't feel to grip
My toes too numb to step, wait only for my boot heels
To be wanderin'
I'm ready to go anywhere, I'm ready for to fade
Into my own parade, cast your dancing spell my way
I promise to go under it.

Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to
Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
In the jingle jangle morning I'll come followin' you.

Though you might hear laughin', spinnin' swingin' madly across the sun
It's not aimed at anyone, it's just escapin' on the run
And but for the sky there are no fences facin'
And if you hear vague traces of skippin' reels of rhyme
To your tambourine in time, it's just a ragged clown behind
I wouldn't pay it any mind, it's just a shadow you're
Seein' that he's chasing.

Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to
Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
In the jingle jangle morning I'll come followin' you.

Then take me disappearin' through the smoke rings of my mind
Down the foggy ruins of time, far past the frozen leaves
The haunted, frightened trees, out to the windy beach
Far from the twisted reach of crazy sorrow
Yes, to dance beneath the diamond sky with one hand waving free
Silhouetted by the sea, circled by the circus sands
With all memory and fate driven deep beneath the waves
Let me forget about today until tomorrow.

Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to
Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
In the jingle jangle morning I'll come followin' you.
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