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im kinda expirencing alot of emotions right now and its making my weekend suck. i feel so many things i dont know who to turn to. i dont know if turning to anyone will even help. mainly i just feel overwhelmed and hopeless. i went to karate today and i nearly go sick. gah. i didnt have anything in my stomach ether. right now just sitting down feels like hell. i wanna scream and cry but if i do that it will make my mom upset. ill just keep sitting with it. hoping that it will pass but idk... im just kinda... upset right now. the fact that im alone tonight isnt helping ether. it doesnt really matter. i feel alone no matter what i do. sometimes i can take my mind off it but its still there.