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i have been bored out of my mind down here for quite some time. i am, for some reason, just now taking notice to it. i mean, i have done the same shit every day since i turned 21. it's sick. i need something new and intriguing with which to waste my time.
calculated today that i have been off of anti-depressant meds for nearly 8 months. that makes me happy. i got out of the hole with them, but i didn't allow my body to get hooked. my friend brandon told me that when you get off of them, your seratonin forgets to produce for a while, therefore you are left with a sick void feeling. as ridiculous as that sounds, it actually feels like a real issue. i don't feel much anymore...but at least i am not sad.
vernon and i have not talked much in the last few days. he is just so different from me. i think that we are both becoming aware of just how not meant to be we are. better luck next time.
calculated today that i have been off of anti-depressant meds for nearly 8 months. that makes me happy. i got out of the hole with them, but i didn't allow my body to get hooked. my friend brandon told me that when you get off of them, your seratonin forgets to produce for a while, therefore you are left with a sick void feeling. as ridiculous as that sounds, it actually feels like a real issue. i don't feel much anymore...but at least i am not sad.
vernon and i have not talked much in the last few days. he is just so different from me. i think that we are both becoming aware of just how not meant to be we are. better luck next time.