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so now i am extremely frustrated with the entire tra situation. more frustrated with myself for being frustrated with it. if he doesn't feel the need to be with me, i wish that he would breathe the word. here's the thing. i just want a reason to try. anytime i get upset with him, he asks me if i want to hang up with him. when really, all i want him to do is talk to me. i feel like that is becoming too much to ask. the amount of time that it takes him to come and see me and the way that he reacts when that day actually comes will completely make or break our relationship.