i am completely sober.
i'm in the weirdest mood right now. i want to be with people but at the same time be alone.
i spent the whole afternoon with pebbled classmates by the lake. they supported the earth by smoking and throwing their cigarette butts on the ground. i danced to an arcade fire cover song and dirt got all over my feet and favorite shoes. i blew my nose and dirt came out. i saw a lot of people i hadn't seen in forever which made me realize that sometimes i hate how people act in large, public outings. they overexaggerate their movements and pretend to care. i hate how i act in general.
he better call me tomorrow. i really need some closure.
i spent the whole afternoon with pebbled classmates by the lake. they supported the earth by smoking and throwing their cigarette butts on the ground. i danced to an arcade fire cover song and dirt got all over my feet and favorite shoes. i blew my nose and dirt came out. i saw a lot of people i hadn't seen in forever which made me realize that sometimes i hate how people act in large, public outings. they overexaggerate their movements and pretend to care. i hate how i act in general.
he better call me tomorrow. i really need some closure.