Jun 20, 2004 10:57
Dear Journal,
Yesterday had to have been the worst day of my life. I was trying to help out a friend, or a kid i considered a friend, cause he looked like he could use somebody to hang out with, and he was un-appreciative. Then worst of all, Tara dumped me. Nine months and she drops the ax. You know why she dumped me Journal? Same fucking reasons i took her back after cheating on me. Somebody up there must love me. All I ever did was love her, gave her everything I have, this is how she repays me. Got to love relationships man. She stole everything from me, love, trust, 9 months, thats just for starters. I havent cried that hard in months journal. I never knew i had it in me. Well everybody saw it coming, except for me. All my friends warned me, but once again, i didnt listen to the people who know me best.
Id also like to take this time to Aaron, Eric Kursman, and Tom "Sam" Popescu, for calling me last night making sure i was ok, thanks guys, dont know what id do w/out ya.
I'd also like to thank.slash.appologize. to all the ppl that had to listen to my problems and bitch about tara, sry for putting you through that, no more.
oh and one more thing "eat a dick"