i wanna dance with somebody
no, really. last night i decided that the next person that i date must be able, or at least willing to dance. i went to this wierd rock concert thing where the band did covers of really whack songs (born in the usa, roam, time after time, etc.) and it was really nice to see middle-aged couples getting up and dancing with each other, no matter how foolish they really looked. be there made me think that it wouldn't be half bad to meet a really nice guy in the city, get married, live there for several years and then when we are ready to start a family move here and settle down and have that strange stability that the south seems to offer. i don't know. i've been thinking a lot about stability lately, about what it means to have something guaranteed to you forever, or at least for a long time.
i was finally able to watch the season premier of sex and the city tonight and was kind of disappointed in the way that it turned out. it seems as though the characters are becoming more and more one-dimensional (maybe they've always been this way?) which is annoying because i know that the writers of the show are capable of portraying these women in a very round way. anyway, it was also funny because i think it's the episode that john (dolce) had an opportunity to be an extra in because there was a part at the beginning that was filmed on wall street. what a silly guy, a silly, silly guy. hopefully the season will only get better and the finale will bring something very complete to the entire show. this is what i'm hoping for. secretly, though, i must admit that i don't want charlotte to becoming jewish for this harry guy. he's just all wrong.
i'm listening to serenade and thinking that i should call david. i think that by this time he is in new york and i want so badly for him to be asked to the year-long school. i want this to happen for many reasons, one of which being the fact that i really like him being in my life. the other is that i sort of have this maternalistic side of me that comes out whenever i think about him. i don't want him to go back to san fransisco again because i feel as though no one really takes care of or cares about his mental well-being. he did some fucked up shit out there, shit that i don't want to happen to him again. i mean he is only sixteen, much too young to be out in the world all by his little self in my opinion. you are sixteen going on seventeen, baby, you are naive. you need someone older and wiser telling you what to do...the sound of music is so wise. so, so wise. another reason that i want him to be in new york is because it means free tickets to the ballet. oh god, that would just be amazing.
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i was finally able to watch the season premier of sex and the city tonight and was kind of disappointed in the way that it turned out. it seems as though the characters are becoming more and more one-dimensional (maybe they've always been this way?) which is annoying because i know that the writers of the show are capable of portraying these women in a very round way. anyway, it was also funny because i think it's the episode that john (dolce) had an opportunity to be an extra in because there was a part at the beginning that was filmed on wall street. what a silly guy, a silly, silly guy. hopefully the season will only get better and the finale will bring something very complete to the entire show. this is what i'm hoping for. secretly, though, i must admit that i don't want charlotte to becoming jewish for this harry guy. he's just all wrong.
i'm listening to serenade and thinking that i should call david. i think that by this time he is in new york and i want so badly for him to be asked to the year-long school. i want this to happen for many reasons, one of which being the fact that i really like him being in my life. the other is that i sort of have this maternalistic side of me that comes out whenever i think about him. i don't want him to go back to san fransisco again because i feel as though no one really takes care of or cares about his mental well-being. he did some fucked up shit out there, shit that i don't want to happen to him again. i mean he is only sixteen, much too young to be out in the world all by his little self in my opinion. you are sixteen going on seventeen, baby, you are naive. you need someone older and wiser telling you what to do...the sound of music is so wise. so, so wise. another reason that i want him to be in new york is because it means free tickets to the ballet. oh god, that would just be amazing.
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